Two years ago, when I back to CZ, I got nothing here... I didn't thinking more, only miss BeiJing and all case in there... I know maybe I lost the opportunity for that, but I really want to get back...
One year ago, I got the frist full job in my life, should be the good job, but I really didn't know what's my job PM. I didn't know how I can do in the job, only one friend training me less than one month, also, he is my boss. I remeber when he go back China, and I told him, he is my boss forever, if he need me I will go with him anyway.
10months ago, I want to the holiday during my work time, but I got so many jobs, no time. 6months ago, my boss come back to CZ, and I go with him to the department. The same, forever. He told me more case and how to do the business, I told him again, I can go with him anyway... Than I work with him, no chinese new year. I had 4 years not enjoy this with my family in China.
3months ago, I got other good co-worker. And so hard work with him and try to do our best~~~ Than he already back, and I am still in here to work alone...
I am still in here more than 4years, I never to been my dream country, and city: Millan...
Yesterday, I spoke with one girl more times, she is very nice... I took more time to see her photo and thinking when I am young... fucking out! I am old now. Maybe I don't know what is the romantic, maybe I never to know... than, I can't sleep last night, I am sleepless... oh shit...
Today, I also keep my heart and try to so my best... But I found out I have nothing to do, I am so tense... I am finish my job? Or I am finish my life? I know the job is the frist in my life... when it goen, I am died...
I open the web again, and see the girl and her smile on her face. Really nice and enjoy with her boyfriend...
I am thinking again for my life... when I can back...
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